...is always insane. The kids are wild, so many extra events happening, grades are due, no time for sleep (or posting on one's blog).
I have to admit that I'm not sure about how much of an impact I made for the Lord this year. I know that there have been moments when I've really been the arms of Jesus for the kids, but after reading a friend's blog, I'm not really sure how effective I've been overall. It hasn't felt like a profoundly spiritual year. At least not like it has in the past. Are just moments of ministry here and there all that I was supposed to do? Have I loved them enough? Have I prayed for them enough? Have I ministered to them in the ways they needed?
I guess it's just one of those times when I feel very small and inadequate. I probably reached them more than I know, and I know that Jesus does much more in their hearts than I can imagine. All I really know for sure is that I love them deeply and will miss them terribly as I do every summer.